Nobody really concerns about me....

I'm unwanted, unknown, un-heard, un-spoken.

I have lots of things to say, I have lots of things to do. I have lots of thoughts to carry out. Nobody ever listen or give a fuck. I have no friends, to share my woes to share my success. Who should i spoke to when i have issues? When i need opinions, suggestions, who should i turn to? You? Every time the less i ask you the better, the less i bother you the better, the less i say the better, Opinion or suggestions? You will say you wouldn't know. How? I suppose to solve it myself suppose to handle things myself. Its fucking tough, anybody know that?

Why doesn't anybody take a look at me rather than judge me as what they think? I'm sick. I'm the doctor, i'm the medicine, i'm the nurse that ease the pain. Nobody will even take a look at me and say "What happen to you?" "let me solve it for you".

Suck it up, take it or leave it, that's life, shut up and carry on. YES, this is my story, my life. Puppet show everybody. What you wish i will be, I will die trying. Its ok, i should like it. Nope its ok, I should enjoy it. I tell you i'm ok, I'm able to do it.


I need an audience that will listen to my performance (S>A>D).







* {MR SANDMAN BRING ME A DREAM} *