Another sleepless night.
Another time right.
Another tired fight.
Another unhappy sight.
Another sorry plight.
Another day flight.
Another happiness might.
Another time bright.
BYE..
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Nobody really concerns about me....
I'm unwanted, unknown, un-heard, un-spoken.
I have lots of things to say, I have lots of things to do. I have lots of thoughts to carry out. Nobody ever listen or give a fuck. I have no friends, to share my woes to share my success. Who should i spoke to when i have issues? When i need opinions, suggestions, who should i turn to? You? Every time the less i ask you the better, the less i bother you the better, the less i say the better, Opinion or suggestions? You will say you wouldn't know. How? I suppose to solve it myself suppose to handle things myself. Its fucking tough, anybody know that?
Why doesn't anybody take a look at me rather than judge me as what they think? I'm sick. I'm the doctor, i'm the medicine, i'm the nurse that ease the pain. Nobody will even take a look at me and say "What happen to you?" "let me solve it for you".
Suck it up, take it or leave it, that's life, shut up and carry on. YES, this is my story, my life. Puppet show everybody. What you wish i will be, I will die trying. Its ok, i should like it. Nope its ok, I should enjoy it. I tell you i'm ok, I'm able to do it.
I need an audience that will listen to my performance (S>A>D).
* {MR SANDMAN BRING ME A DREAM} *
I'm unwanted, unknown, un-heard, un-spoken.
I have lots of things to say, I have lots of things to do. I have lots of thoughts to carry out. Nobody ever listen or give a fuck. I have no friends, to share my woes to share my success. Who should i spoke to when i have issues? When i need opinions, suggestions, who should i turn to? You? Every time the less i ask you the better, the less i bother you the better, the less i say the better, Opinion or suggestions? You will say you wouldn't know. How? I suppose to solve it myself suppose to handle things myself. Its fucking tough, anybody know that?
Why doesn't anybody take a look at me rather than judge me as what they think? I'm sick. I'm the doctor, i'm the medicine, i'm the nurse that ease the pain. Nobody will even take a look at me and say "What happen to you?" "let me solve it for you".
Suck it up, take it or leave it, that's life, shut up and carry on. YES, this is my story, my life. Puppet show everybody. What you wish i will be, I will die trying. Its ok, i should like it. Nope its ok, I should enjoy it. I tell you i'm ok, I'm able to do it.
I need an audience that will listen to my performance (S>A>D).
* {MR SANDMAN BRING ME A DREAM} *
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
ZzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZ
Another Sleepless Night.
HATE IT. WHEN CAN THIS STOP. EVERYTIME THERE IS SOMETHING I NEED TO DO OR IMPORTANT THIS COMES OUT. ANYBODY EVER EVER THINK OF ME AND CARE BOUT WHAT I DOING?
I CANT SLEEP. OFF TO PLAY BLACK SHOT TO SHOT SOMEONE TO EASE MY PAIN. I AM DAMN SAD AND ALONE.
NOBODY WILL CARE NOBODY WILL EVEN BOTHER ABOUT WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH. IM TIRED MY HEADACHE HAS WORSEN. I HAVE NEVER SLEEP ENOUGH FOR THIS COMING 2 WEEKS. THANKS BOSS.
I NEED TO DIE.
HATE IT. WHEN CAN THIS STOP. EVERYTIME THERE IS SOMETHING I NEED TO DO OR IMPORTANT THIS COMES OUT. ANYBODY EVER EVER THINK OF ME AND CARE BOUT WHAT I DOING?
I CANT SLEEP. OFF TO PLAY BLACK SHOT TO SHOT SOMEONE TO EASE MY PAIN. I AM DAMN SAD AND ALONE.
NOBODY WILL CARE NOBODY WILL EVEN BOTHER ABOUT WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH. IM TIRED MY HEADACHE HAS WORSEN. I HAVE NEVER SLEEP ENOUGH FOR THIS COMING 2 WEEKS. THANKS BOSS.
I NEED TO DIE.
Wednesday, January 05, 2011
Happy 2011.
I'm not happy at all as for today.
My first lied in 2011. I can't sleep at all. I watching youtube on all the music videos. I'm feeling damn bad. nobody actually understand or do anything. Thought i can have a early rest and sleep to have a sweet long dream.
Sometimes, things that you wished damn bad for will always not come true.
Crying does not help.
Still sad is all i Felt.
Slowly sadness melts
and swallow my whole self.
I AM SAD. WHO KNOWS?
I'm not happy at all as for today.
My first lied in 2011. I can't sleep at all. I watching youtube on all the music videos. I'm feeling damn bad. nobody actually understand or do anything. Thought i can have a early rest and sleep to have a sweet long dream.
Sometimes, things that you wished damn bad for will always not come true.
Crying does not help.
Still sad is all i Felt.
Slowly sadness melts
and swallow my whole self.
I AM SAD. WHO KNOWS?
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