After a packet of cigarettes, I will be gone.

Just like the weeds has turn to ashes.

Smoke disappear in the air.

That's me.

Officially pronounce Eugene Tan is DEAD.

I crying at my workplace now. Every place every office i been to always have to be like this. But you, when u are working i suppose to take anything u give me, cant quarrel cant do this must accept this and that.

Damn Upset. Everything's my fault.

I'm sad. I'm quitting this job. There's no mood for me to work. I'm just putting my head on the desk and drowning myself with sadness.


Come and fire me.

I'm upset. I'm pathetically upset.

I can't tell nobody, I'm listening to my favorite songs and singing in tears.

Try to get some sleep later and hope i could have a good dream.




Nothing else I can say,
Lets just pray,
Hope I can see things in the right way,
to let my sadness go away.

Sucks to the Core.

Bullshit life.

So Cold & Lonely.

Could not sleep. Feel Like Crying, or tears have start dropping. Feel like a wimping kid just got bully in school. Who will understand how it feels?

This is how life is and end up. No matter how bad or how good life still goes on. Is just that how you look at it. But there will be times that are really difficult. Its just that sometimes you really need to find someone to talk to but in the meantime you wish to be alone. Complicated and fucked up. Just so fucked up.

Never Mind. Who will give a shit about your life bro? Who the fuck will give a shit to all your fucking nonsense and gay sadness that you keep bothered with? Fuck this keyboard. the LETTER D IS WEAK AND NOW IT IS BROKEN.

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

I seriously not sure what the fuck I am typing all this while. Really could not sleep. I wanna runaway from this life I'm living in. MONEY $$$$$$ is always the key to happiness. is it? Lets fight for the first price of TOTO tomorrow. Hope i win the First Price and its like a pass to FUCK THOSE THAT FUCK YOUR LIFE YOU KNOW?

GUESS WHY THIS LETTER D IS SPOIL. Cus i fucking hate the person name that start with D? so coincident? FUCKING HELL IT is. Anyway, FUCK THIS POST.

Back to some drawings. Maybe this is what i like. Maybe this is what i good at. But so? NO FUTURE WILL BE WHAT I GET. I'm being chew up and spit out from this society. All they want is to put you into their shoes. Put you into their situation. Now who the fuck will put themselves into my shoe?

ALL the FUCKED up customers, Get a life instead of tell me all the nonsense that you wish i can do for you.

BYE.

I'm neither rich nor handsome.

I'm neither smart or talented.

I'm neither good or caring.

I'm neither a choice or a chance.





I'm always the forgotten one.