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Haha. I'm Blind.

So many things in my head. Its about to explode.

So who's the real me? Nobody knows. Even I don't understand. Sometimes I lose myself. I lose control. People see me as crazy? Partner is embarassed to have me? That's not I need anyway. Everytime a serious relationship never get to last. Is it I'm not fated to have one? Or should I really have to act like a jerk then it will be ok?

My head is swollen. I guess there's blood.

Anyway I am contented. For what I have now. Other things, will have to wait and see. Lets nature take its course. Seriously, I really think that the outcome will be the same. Its so similar to what i experience in the past. Will we be together? I guess you will just find somebody better than me. I say this is to make who feel better? Me or you? If I ever told you I really love you only, will you believe? If I told you, you are the only person I wanna live with, will you believe? If i told you, i will change, will you believe?

Crying Makes my life worsen.

Suck it up Eugene,
It's the same old scene.