Dear Blog,

My head is suffering from alot of pain. I am not sure that there's something happening inside. I am really not sure.

1 thing i am sure about is i love u dear.. i really love u alot dear.. my 1 and only dear, lim meiwern. i really love u.. please hear me out can? i will didnt expect this. i know i did something really wrong. i admit. i admit it, i admit i take pictures with other girl and i lie to u that i was in other place. i scared u will think otherwise tt's y i am not telling u. please dont leave me, i really holds highly on this relationship. u are really important to me than anything else. its pain to see u sad, it pains more to be the 1 causing it. i am guilty i am willing to give up anything to save this relationship. i dont really wanna end, i wanna be with u forever n ever.. i wanna grow old with u i wanna take care of u i wanna start a family with u..

i make a mistake, i broke ur heart, will u give me a chance to fix back ur heart? its a mistake, its really a stupid mistake tt i make, i dint did any unfaithful things. i really love u.. please dont leave me ok? i am sorry i dint be there for u, i really cant accept the fact that u kept reminding me of the incident. i really cant take it when i hear u kept saying it. it seems like to more u talk to me, the more u saw me, the more painful u live on. i really very sad.

i dont want this relationship to end. i true to u, i changed, u ask me to do wat i willing to do it. just dont leave me, i prepare to give u what u wat, i know i really know i will do whatever it takes to have u back in my arms and be happy tog.. i really want to make it happen.

Please forgive me please forget it. Please give me a chance. Please let me show u how i love u..

i was wrong, and i was wrong again. but this time, i wont make anymore mistakes. Not even a slight mistakes. just come back into my arms, i give u wat u need. jus forget my wrongdoings.

DEAR I NEED YOU. I CANT SPEND MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU. I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU.. I REALLY NEED YOU.. PLEASE TAKE A LOOK AT HOW LONG WE BEEN TOG. I REALLY LOVE YOU DEAR.. I DID MAKE A MISTAKE, LET ME FIX THE MISTAKE. PLEASE. DEAR, PLEASE.