Dear Blog,

I expected it and it came truth. I dislike the feeling but what can i do? Say badly, I am the cause. So I can only blame myself. From this very moment, i wont beg for forgiveness anymore. I will make up everything and let you forgive me eventually. Its hard its tough, since I am the cause, i will have to pay.

But what can i say is I Love You Dear. This is the word that will be keep in my heart forever and ever.

Everytime I see couples around, I feel sad. I feel like i gradually tear this relationship apart. Every night, I will sure have toss and turn and hate myself for it. I try to bring this relationship back, but it seems that everytime I fail. I just cant accept the things she say to me. I told my mama, she say "Its normal for girls. So live with it." Ya, i know, cause she's also have... Anyway, ya, i live with it, no matter how pain it is for me to hear it, let it be. What's important now is her feeling, mine can wait and i can settle myself.

End. (hope its the trouble)