Wit's End

Who has actually listen to what i want? Who actually know what i want? Who actually understand what i seek? Is not i did not say, i say but nobody care.

Turn to blog cause i cant sleep. Never been sleeping since start of the week. Life has been going down day by day. I really could not take it. I have been tolerate for this whole week. Everytime i kept thinking tomorrow will be a better day but it end up worst. Think this is the down period of my life for this year. I really need to vent my anger at somewhere. But where to vent? All i can vent is myself. Without hurting others, its by torturing myself. In this way i will get distracted and anger will leave quietly off. This is my style of successfully clear my anger. Its not advisable but it perfectly work out. I love you forever and ever 1 and only. I never doubt your love or not trusting you, i just feel not secured. I just need something i can cling on so tightly and give me the confidence i need. I need something that will switch my focus to something that is optimistic.

I'm really tired. I'm worn out.
I cant take it anymore or again.
Cry myself to sleep
Cry myself to dream.

I only want you for all my life.
Serious.