First post of new skin.
Doesnt know if its gd to have a gd start or bad start.. Whatever..
Sometimes, a person can change a life of 3. Yes, i am saying my papa. Due to some reason, my ah ma have to sell her flat and move over here with us. Well, he gain most of the advantages but not us. This is bullshit. I never feel how life is so rotten to be staying home and face endless nags or complains. Its just keep bothering me. You may say that, hey, she's old and you should give in. I tell you that i already give up long ago. So 1 came in, 2 headache. My mama, well, she's couldnt take it anymore. Wars have been raging since the day my ah ma came in. So, im the hostage. One of them pull me in, i have no choice but to give up. I have no weapons (which is money cus now i have to study) so that's not my war. And my papa, well, he dont even care. As long as staying out late and came back sleep. that's all. How a simple life. I now trying to get a job to escape this house as long as i can. My freedom has turn to ash in a blink of an eye.
Isnt love is accepting the past of someone. Why is it so hard for my gf to give up saying 'bout my past. I admit i made alot of wrong judgements, mistakes, moves, but right now, i am true to her. Isnt that enough? I really hate it when i heard that my past matter to her i mean, that's the past right. Look, before we get together, we have freedom of choices. You can swear that you choose me when you start know me? No right. You was actually indulge in another guy. But me, i jus dunno whether i should carry on or what. I know in between the duration, i did make a dick out of myself but what's done is done and it doesnt matter anymore. Cus right now, you with me, i with you, nothing gonna tore us apart. I am sorry as i undergoing a huge change in my lifestyle and my mood will be shaky as i havent adapt to it. Forgive me for this few days. After i get a job, i guess things will go much smoother.
How to save my life?
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