EscapE.

Couldnt wake up. Feeling so heavy and kept fall back to sleep. Finally woke up and its already late. But i still can make it, then its just that the feeling is so sian. Probably is the aftermath of yesterday. Nobody to blame but me. My heart or should i say i dont have a heart. I am heartless. Yea, tt's what i am. Sad to say sad to talk. Sad to do anything. Sad to the extreme sad to the merisable. Never expected that i fail as what i am in your eyes. I still thought that i am a guy that you always say you could hang on to, but i realise all those praises are lies. I really never going to be what i am i meant to be. Failures overcome my success and that just make me a loser of lovers. What the fuck have i become, sometimes i surprised myself.

Why must you compare
do you really think its unfair?
How can love be fare
i am hurt, do you really care?