oh man,

now people are talking bout policy about investment about money. savings, what the hell.. since when did this word cross my mind. i spend all i get. i always think that money can always earn back, so i should spend on what i think its rite and reward myself. but now i see myself reaching 21 and someone wake me up by saying "hey where's your saving?" thanks for the advice you gave me and i really need to plan. my ah bei also rushing me to get a joint account, so i must have some money in it or else pai seh sia.. wahahaha.. also another gd advice i mus be grateful i have to change my "si lang kuan" as in bad habit in hokkien, i fond of saying tt. hahaha. always make people frustrated to be with me. ah, must change. there r so much things i need to change and i really need to change my belly la. 1 or more years to army, my belly still look like a punching bag, so pai seh everytime i sit down. wahhahaha, ok, come my self-discipline, i must really work hard.

i hope i could work my ass off right now, what stress what difficulty i must fight them. fight them all. i am king of the kings, this kind of small things wont hurt me. "self-hypnotise, dont care me" anyway, survive in this reality world, needs money. so i must tolerate and pressure is success. something like what "ya li is tui dong li". then heard my mama job sucks, no double pay during holiday, boo. somemore dont know why mamas love to hao lian bout son's results saying her collegue son got 6pts in 'n' lvl. LOL. my mama ask me how much i get i say 6 and i feel bit pai seh cus i see 3pts in my skool last time. hahaha.

sian. this stupid job i really have to bite my teeth and survive another 6 days. i hope i will step up alittle and be pro-active.

cheer me up.
smack the problems away.

ah bei coming home soon, yippie.
i miss you so so much.