what a nite and what a day..

this is really the second time i feel my heart was tear apart.. i feel like everything seems to feel the same way as the past.. i dunno y u have to say such a thing.. im devastated.. i nv ever tot u will say those disappointing words.. im upset, im down, im depressed.. my heart bleeds.. i dunno how can tis heal.. my scar has open up by u and i feel like its nv ever going to heal again.. help..

the promises that u made u nv even kept.. and yet u say i doubt u.. im hurt.. im really hurt.. and u doubt me and check my everything.. i jus wanna see ur phone.. ahhhhhh.. fucked up.. im crazy, mad.. i nv ever sad till tis way.. nv pick up my calls.. yet can call others.. hais.. i shall say nothing more.. i jus cry in silent and let sadness carry on attack my whole life.. i guess i nv can be happy anymore again.. it hunts me everytime and everyday.. im really hurt badly..

i feel so fucked.. "shit"
i hate myself..
i really feel that u r leaving me..
i love u but u really hurt me too much..
i cant get over it.. i just cant..
u r really the one i love.. i only wanna be with u 1314..
i guess im jus a failure in love..
im sorry..

im fallen ill.. my forehead can fry an egg.. :(
all sad jus fallen on me..

do u still love me?