thursday..

i dunno what happen.. first part of life was like heaven.. the other part was like hell.. i just dont understand why.. i willing to lose my pride my dignity my life for her.. i give in always and always.. i just dont understand.. y girls have to cry and guys must console her? maybe is fated for my life to be like tis.. when im serious in somethings, it just will make me sad.. you are really important to me.. hais..

life is not going smoothly as i plan..
why cant i just kill myself..
arf..