boring sickening monday..

thinking bout army life after watching "JAR HEAD". nice show well, maybe for me..

wake up, bathe, washing my face, go for a walk.. thinking of what to buy end up buying nothing but a meal in long john and saw stella.. LOL, kinda surprising..

dunno where's my dear disappear to.. doesnt seems to have any info bout her today.. i really feel so empty.. expecting her to reply my msg, hmm.. but dunno where's she is.. thinking maybe is she angry with me? no idea..

doing nothing but playing lastknights.. wow, going to be a green rank soon how's exciting but still not happy cus i really miss my dear.. where are she? how i know? really feel so alone..

dear, i really miss u..
where are you? waiting and waiting for your reply..
its painful to wait but i hate to bug you by sending another msg..
dilemma, what the hell..
loving you and needing you always..
:( lalala missing you..