im 19.. old great.. im stepping forward to be a man.. and i wish everything will just get over and done with fast so i can get on with my career and proceed further.. so 1 year older means i have to be 1 year matured.. well, i still wanna enjoy my life so let's leave the mature thoughts when im like 21.. well, doing nth much on my birthday.. gd start actually with my maths quiz, dint thought that it was easy and i was late meeting my dear.. we chill awhile at my house then went off to esplanade.. again, there's a misunderstood.. after esplanade she see me off and we have to meet like 5 days later.. it sucks i know.. went to meet my brother, dine at yoshinoya[whatever for the spelling], watch i am not stupid too, and really enjoy my day with them but still i feel sad.. well, tt's all for my birthday..

thanks lots to everybody that still have a thought for me that its my birthday..
thanks lots for my dear..
my snacks cabinet, my fridge is totally full of ur stuff.. LOL..
im going to be fat..
love u lots my 1 n only dear..
i will be waiting here, only for u..
i really miss u alot.. feel so empty without u..
thanks bros.. u r appreciated..

*crying for you dear*