i really hate this world.. i think its not fair for me.. i want the old times.. i want those happy times.. all u give me is shits in my life tt ask me to wipe it off n carry on again.. wat's tis? god, r u sure tis is my life?

wat should i do.. is it my fault? why i suck in relationship always.. i jus wanna say something in my mind n end up dissing her.. and she jus leave me here.. and everytime i take the initiative.. im tired.. i still have other problems left for me to suffer.. i jus need to be heard n a girl to stand by me.. am i wrong? is tt too much to ask for? i dunno.. love life jus dun mixed with my true self.. i should start being a hypocrite n fake.. cus my trueself will hurt n make her sad..

i begging god to bring u near but u came with all these tears..
that's what wrong..