i miss all my secondary frens.. still remember the times we fuck those teachers, make them so pissed off.. me, danny, tommy, the hopeless group, we totally bring laughter to the class.. everytime our niu teacher came, sure end up using his handkerchief to wipe his sweats.. its not hot, he jus stress. hahahahaha.. dude, i miss those days.. i miss my frens, my happy go lucky days.. remenise is cool.. but some past are bad.. but i dont wish to forget, cus it reminds me those mistakes tt i make n i should learn from them n not to do it again.. whatever it is, i will always remember u guys that back me up.. hahahaha..

i dunno y quarrel between frens or even seems common nowadays.. jus some rumours, it will really screw some tough relationship up.. not even frens, but lovers too.. rumours r indeed tumours tt make relationship sour.. damn those assholes.. tommy and wee, pls reconcile, i jus want u brothers back.. brotherhood, where's the blood brothers huh? cmon..

for my dear, im always with you and be ur armour.. i just dun wish to see u sad n suffer ok dear? love you lots..

im working real hard to be THE PERFECT GUY. im willing to change although i love to be myself.. but i learn i shouldnt be selfish n give in to my dear.. i mean, if i able to change to the gd why not? but its suffering not to smoke.. feel the cold, coughing, sneezing.. its all part of the change.. and yes, i hate those idiots tt love to break ppl up.. u wanna break, i break ur bones.. it refer to everybody that close to me.. u wanna break them up, i break ur bones so dun try to be funny(did i say i break ur bones again.. hmm, i really mean it).. i mean real.. think of the past, i used to be voilent.. everytime fuck tis fuck that.. fuck u fuck him fuck she.. dun talk jus whack.. save explaination later.. im a crazy guy, that can turn crazy suddenly.. can stand at the edge thinking how is it to jump down.. hahahahha, kinda think bout it.. i indeed change alot.. ever since i go for anger management, i dint go hay wired like last time.. im more to think be4 i act.. i did changed.. hahahaha.. but still, nobody understand me.. well, maybe im hard to understand.. im wierd.. LOl.. anyway, tt's ok for me.. as long as i can still able to make ppl funny im glad.. especially my dear, seeing her smile is like seeing a sunrise that will jus bring nite to day.. there just times tt im down, i will struggle n still make her smile cus i know.. her smile is so beautiful that will cheer me up.. i really wanna hug her tightly n whisper to her ears softly and tell her how much i love her only.. she totally mesmerize me.. she just too important to me.. being with her is the best thing in the world.. happiest only with her..

dedicated to my dearest meiwern: i will love u like i nv love again.. only u can make me do wonderful things.. i love u only my lim meiwern..

dedicated to those bastards that love to break ppl up and screw up ppl relationship : im slim shady, with balls and bonds, i can cures literally, i can kill u psyhically, im the best dude u never wanna mess with, im just ur nightmare, bitch..