"Have you ever loved someone so much you give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they are your heart
And you know you are their armor
And you will destroy anyone who will try to harm her
But what happens when karma turns right around and bites you
And everything you stand for turns on you to spite you
What happens when you become the main source of her pain"

i quote tis part from a song cus i think it can describe how i feeling now.. i really dun wish to see u sad.. i do anything to see u glad.. its hurts alot to see u down, how i love to see u smile.. i quit smoking even before 2006.. i willing to push myself to the limits jus to be able to be the perfect guy for u my dear.. i really love you..

i always love u my dear.. love u lots.. its beyond any limit of this world.. i do anything to please u.. as your smile means alot to me.. i love you forever my dearest meiwern..

i am sorry..
and..
forever we belong..
chen jun da love lim meiwern forever..
counting down to
4 more days..