happy birthday to yanda..

today indeed is not my day.. it just too much to handle for me..

morning, i was blind.. i was force to wear a damn baggy pants cus i cant found any.. then when i going out, my mom found it in my wardrobe.. yes, WTF.. ok, i was bloody late.. then squeeze the bloody mrt.. lousy morning.. but manage to get over it cus panda is my happy potion..

ok, skool sux.. i dunno y my psps project i do with 2 girls.. lousy planning.. but i guess i no need to do.. hahahahaha.. i'll sure be the one to present.. OK, AUTO-CAD SUX.. ITS A SUBJECT TT DRAW SOME SHIT FLOOR PLAN AND IS KILLING ME.. FUCK THE SUBJECT.. ITS TORTURING ME, DEVOURING ME, DISMEMBER ME, ROTTING ME.. WHAT THE HELL.. I AM SICK OF IT.. but manage to get over it with my bros..

but then.. so suddenly.. it happens.. it totall bring me to the ground.. ok, i was shedding my tears.. thinking bout those experience.. it sucks.. but it happen again.. how? what should i do? who takes the blame? maybe i should take the blame.. maybe just maybe.. it really kills me.. all i want is jus pure n simple.. yet somethings jus need to happen.. im tired, im sick.. i wanna go home.. but will you please leave me alone? i mite jus lose myself..

i love you lots.. i miss you lots.. i want you lots.. i need you lots.. dear, can i hug u to sleep every nite? cus im scared..

why why why
sun shine too bright it blind
i am not feeling fine
and all i can do is whine..

i love you forever..
i need you so much rite now..