sickening friday..

crying alone.. this week is not my week.. i cry like hell today.. although as a man i shouldnt cry, i jus cant take it anymore.. damn foul luck.. it can really kill me.. i feel so frustrated.. damn it..

today was hell..
woke up at 8.30am.. bloody hell.. 8.30am, i was so damn tired.. woke up so early cus my manager call me and ask me to meet him at potong pasir at 1.. he also say sorry to wake me up.. then i cant sleep back.. my running nose is killing me..

so the whole morning i feel damn difficult n frustrated hav to blow my nose everytime.. i guess my nose is swollen now.. LOl.. on my way to work was the worst one.. feel quite giddy and feel so weak.. i wanted to ask for off day but was trying my luck see if today hav any work for me.. sitting in the van was bloody giddy.. especially it goes over the bump.. wah, bloody hell.. my head was so pain.. n my vision was blur..

today suppose to meet my panda.. i totally blown it.. i miss her so much.. 2 weeks already, haven even see her once.. hais.. so bored staying at home.. whole day tv.. nth much.. god damn it, stupid flu.. totally ruin my bloody friday.. ahhhhhhhhh, shit.. i waited so long for tis day to come in the end i blown it.. it feels so terrible..

went to see a doctor.. and a kid was at a mat playing with some toys at the clinic.. then he started to shit on the letter "g" mat.. hahahahha, it was funny n digusting.. n the shape of the shit quite nice.. square somemore.. LOL.. n then i know, im not alone there's alot of ppl having flu.. guess they blow their whole friday with me.. LOL..

ok, so everything was much ok so far.. then tis shit happen.. i felt something itchy near back of my feet.. well, pretty much at the ankle there.. it bleed like hell.. i was shock.. wah, then i clean my wound.. is the worst thing i ever feel today.. it even worst than my flu.. and the skin peeled off.. shit, damn digusting.. what the hell happen to me today.. why im such ill luck.. as i recover i hit on to something n dint know it turn out to be like tis.. well, life is up and down.. this week is sure down to the bottom.. i jus hope everything will turn normal again..

i cry like a baby
as i nv feel so badly
this week sucks, really
its jus killing me totally

meiwern, i love u.. more than anything in the world.. so i shouldnt make u worry.. just be happy.. you happy = i happy..