ok, today was cool.. firstly, i went to food court at tampines at 2pm to meet my managers.. then we stay there for awhile then went off to a coffee shop.. ok, so the van cant take 3 ppl, so i sit behind.. wow, it was so cool.. LOL.. the sofa.. damn nice.. LOL.. ok, so i just did 1 coffee shop today n finish work at 3.30pm.. wat the hell.. hahaha..

went to meet meiwern, SHU MEI, siangsiu.. LOL.. i dunno wat i was doing there.. hahahaa.. ok, i saw shu mei.. she really look like angel [my fren stead].. LOl.. ok, then siangsiu was slacking, shu mei was working, i was sleeping, meiwern was boring.. LOL.. ok, i was bit too tired so i fond of sleeping almost every moment.. LOL.. so we play n choose which floor to go.. till stella wanna go flash n splash, liling reach n went meeting her.. n we meet her at the road.. ok, so we again standing there doing nth n thinking where we should go.. so we finally going long john.. ok, due to the embarassment of me eating alone, i decided to help liling buy her food.. LOl, so the chilli is very nice to play.. ok, then went to mrt station.. stand there watching 7-11.. then i wanna rob, cus i carry gun.. then osama came, i test him.. then liling n stella phone rang, they vibrate me so i vibrate too.. ok, then stella try to go crazy saying those se stuff.. then i tired sit down fall asleep n they dunno y wake me up.. LOL.. ok, so we say bye bye to each other n i send panda home as usual..

ok, so i really love her alot n miss her so much.. i send her home.. n i tell her alot of story bout her house there.. ok, then she bring me to tis dark place.. LOL.. stupid lor, so dark n scary.. then bring me to rubbish dump.. LOL.. then walk walk walk, to a mushroom n saw dragon.. LOL.. ok, then she walk me to take a cab.. ok, i cant bear to leave her.. wishing tt moment will freeze.. she seduce me, drug me, flirt me, till im totally addicted to her.. LOL.. oh ya, almost forgot.. i dunno how she learn those old smelly ah lian style calling her frens.. so lian n so funny.. from her appearance doing those things, its funny n hard to imagine.. lol.. so lian lor.. hahahahhaa.. okok, later she angry, no lian ok? very cute.. LOl..

so i take tis cab.. he dunno where is punggol field.. then drive me to geylang, i see alot of se langs.. then he call his fren for help.. he sounds like a hong kong or malaysian.. lol, then he tell me he drive cab whole day very tired n brain cells used up.. lOL, he is trying to kill me lor.. he kept falling asleep while driving.. LOL.. i was terrified..

ok, then i went home, my mom throw this parcel at me.. i tot wat was it.. n i nearly throw it away, then i take a look at it, it was for me.. strange n surprised, i tot it was some gift maybe i got for lucky draw.. but i can hardly think of any lucky draw i participate.. LOl.. ok, i saw this trolley name, thinking my fren try to disturb me.. then i think again, it was meiwern, ok i open up.. im touched.. those things she write, so sweet n touching.. n i feel so small white face as the day i know her, she kept giving me stuff.. LOl.. how? hahaha..

ok, it was 2.45am.. my dad call me.. i tot he trying to play with me so i nv pick up the call.. then i totally found it was annoying, so i picked it up n he ask me to help him open the door.. LOL.. so lOL.. ok tt was today..

my love for meiwern, jus seems deeper each day.. she going to malaysia, tt makes me miss her more n more everyday.. n i will wait for her till she's back, i love her alot lor.. cant bear to see her go.. so love u, u know ma? pig needs panda.. always..

today's rap..

i love u forever
to me, u worth more than any treasure
although u going to malaysia
my heart n soul will always be with u, my dear..

waiting for u
loving u
missing u
take care n enjoy ur trip..

tonite i feel so cool.. wah, so cool man.. LOl.. i ate pizza for dinner man.. wow, i feel so cool.. hahahaha.. i feel like im american.. hahahahha. so cool.. LOl.. ok, im very full.. arh.. so full..

but i really really slim down when i out with panda.. cus i wanted to eat but she always full.. then it feel kinda no gd if im eating n she seeing me eating.. and i hardly spent my money with her.. i dunno y? LOl..

but do u know panda is so cute so lovely so funny? LOL.. have u all ever seen her wiping her face? LOL.. so cute.. so omg.. n so funny.. she looks like a little girl wiping those raindrops on her face.. so cute, no wonder i love her so much.. LOL..

i love her always..
but it jus getting more n more..
everyday i jus wish she was by my side..
i know its impossible, but let's use some imagination..
i love her too much..
its outta limits..
i love u..

ok, lets talk bout today first..

same old same old.. meet my manager at potong pasir.. hahahaha, he is damn funny.. the way he talk.. LOL.. we laugh the whole day n same old same old, go slack.. hahahahaha.. ok today was great day but very boring.. dint go out because i dun like pubs.. jus dun like the atmosphere there.. n im a married man.. coffee shop is better i guess.. but wee love pubs.. cant help it anyway.. so next week i guess i will pull them to coffee shop or jus chill at starbucks man.. ok today is real boring.. at home watch tv.. later going to grab some pizzas.. i wanna try the new shop at punggol plaza.. argh, damn hungry..

ok, lets talk bout yesterday..

ok, meet this manager.. always love to ask me wait in his van n he go take orders.. then he talk to me about his new house at sengkang, i dunno why i nv live in sengkang.. its so convienient.. stupid punggol.. ok, time flies, and he ask me to go home as he say i will be boring touring around with him.. so went meet my dearest panda..

eh, ok.. saw her with this guy.. okok, i admit i was a little bit jealous.. a little bit only.. then imaginations went wild, feel a little bit despair.. well a little bit only.. then then then my innerself says "dude.. what the hell r u thinking man? please dun repeat the same mistakes again.. cmon, relax.. chill.. nth happen.." so i guess i think too much.. ok, so we continue to went out.. happily of course.. she kept talking stupid stuffs to me.. then laugh, then she poke me.. went to buy tickets and the wig is extinct.. im sorry dear.. i know is my fault i feel so guilty.. then ok, we guessing those disgusting stuff watching wat movie then i hav no choice to watch transporter 2.. i wanna watch domino one lor, but she too young.. LOL, or im too old? aiya, watever.. then i wanna play pool she told me no table.. then we walk to heeren.. i searching for my chain tt can turn, then tis stupid panda say wat light.. LOL.. so stupid yet so cute.. so love her.. LOL.. ok, so i really wanna go in to see those stuff but scared not suitable for her n i'll be rite back with my bros next week.. i saw one long sleeve damn attractive at ripcurlz.. dude, im getting it next week no matter how.. ok, so she told me siangsiu n crazy mindy in heerens.. so we search then we walk off.. then i decided to walk back n saw these 2 following behind us.. LOl.. i was shocked.. yea shocked.. ok, so they r trying to be funny, talking on the middle of the road.. then we go watch the stupid transporter 2 n find out tt disgusting stuff choose tt show too.. really no taste.. i was blinded by the car n the movie damn sux.. n i found out 1 thing, my panda indeed dun watch english movie.. all she watch is korean, japanese, chinese movie lor.. LOl.. and she only watch ghost movie.. LOL.. ok, point taken.. so we walk, i told her raining she dun believe me n still go istana park.. LOL. then walk walk walk.. she dun wanna go into shelter lor.. LOl.. ok, then so heavily then went hiding then saw the 2 spies, then ok they talk.. my feet was damn aching n i really cant take it.. LOL.. ok, then we go home.. i send her home n i kept walking n waving n saying bye bye to my dear.. LOL.. so crazy in love.. LOL..

ok, inside the mrt hav those crazy people.. one purple shirt gay, dancing n singing.. i feel like slapping him but i scared he cry.. damn anti-gays.. ok, saw this indian [disgusting stuff] trying to act like he msg someone, kept pressing his phone so actor.. i dunno wat he is thinking.. then saw this fat woman, kept scratching her butt.. so disgusting n man, its public.. ok, i went to take the lift.. saw this woman, follow her into the lift and please i was just going home.. and she shocked n scream thinking tt i was a rapist or watever.. please, do i look like one? such stupidity thoughts.. LOL.. ok, tt's was yesterday..

today's rap..

jealousy is jus an illusion
causing u questioning bout one's devotion
treat it as a brain malfunction
and hav faith in ur affection..

sickening friday..

crying alone.. this week is not my week.. i cry like hell today.. although as a man i shouldnt cry, i jus cant take it anymore.. damn foul luck.. it can really kill me.. i feel so frustrated.. damn it..

today was hell..
woke up at 8.30am.. bloody hell.. 8.30am, i was so damn tired.. woke up so early cus my manager call me and ask me to meet him at potong pasir at 1.. he also say sorry to wake me up.. then i cant sleep back.. my running nose is killing me..

so the whole morning i feel damn difficult n frustrated hav to blow my nose everytime.. i guess my nose is swollen now.. LOl.. on my way to work was the worst one.. feel quite giddy and feel so weak.. i wanted to ask for off day but was trying my luck see if today hav any work for me.. sitting in the van was bloody giddy.. especially it goes over the bump.. wah, bloody hell.. my head was so pain.. n my vision was blur..

today suppose to meet my panda.. i totally blown it.. i miss her so much.. 2 weeks already, haven even see her once.. hais.. so bored staying at home.. whole day tv.. nth much.. god damn it, stupid flu.. totally ruin my bloody friday.. ahhhhhhhhh, shit.. i waited so long for tis day to come in the end i blown it.. it feels so terrible..

went to see a doctor.. and a kid was at a mat playing with some toys at the clinic.. then he started to shit on the letter "g" mat.. hahahahha, it was funny n digusting.. n the shape of the shit quite nice.. square somemore.. LOL.. n then i know, im not alone there's alot of ppl having flu.. guess they blow their whole friday with me.. LOL..

ok, so everything was much ok so far.. then tis shit happen.. i felt something itchy near back of my feet.. well, pretty much at the ankle there.. it bleed like hell.. i was shock.. wah, then i clean my wound.. is the worst thing i ever feel today.. it even worst than my flu.. and the skin peeled off.. shit, damn digusting.. what the hell happen to me today.. why im such ill luck.. as i recover i hit on to something n dint know it turn out to be like tis.. well, life is up and down.. this week is sure down to the bottom.. i jus hope everything will turn normal again..

i cry like a baby
as i nv feel so badly
this week sucks, really
its jus killing me totally

meiwern, i love u.. more than anything in the world.. so i shouldnt make u worry.. just be happy.. you happy = i happy..

shumei, says so..

hahahahahahahaha..

tuesday was fun.. i suppose to work from 1pm to 6pm.. but i dint work or even do anything.. jus siting at the cafe chatting with my manager n he put me to nearest mrt station at 3pm n told me i could go off.. LOL.. this job is so crazy.. im totally a get paid slacker.. i think my teachers is wrong, cus theres indeed a job tt u no need to do anything n get paid.. hahahahaha.. so so crazy..

ok, then i went to wee house.. and we went to meet those little bastard at ps.. all late except me n wee n yanda.. hahahaha, then we went to pool.. n yanda is so fucker.. he was telling us bout his plan to save money n we punish him to punch the table.. LOL.. ok, pool is boring about few minutes.. then password is password call us.. told us tt he hav booked com for us.. so we went to dota.. hahahahahaha.. first match me n wee sux.. totally own by tommy n yanda.. then 2nd one was totally ownage.. tommy team totally stinks.. hahahaha, then 1 on 1 with tommy, fucking asshole.. always backstab.. bloody hell.. stinko.. then cs.. wow, cs is so bloody fun.. with yanda the joker.. he kept make us laugh the whole game.. then act pro, wat surprise attack.. and he bloody got rape.. hahahahahahahhahhahaha.. he is a damn funny guy..

ok, then carlos 1 on 1 with dave.. wat a shithead.. carlos lost.. so lousy, so noob.. then wee lost to yanda.. it was so shocking.. wee is such a disappointment.. yanda is jus a fucking noob.. LOL.. then the whole day yanda act humble n kept making us laugh again.. ok, finish our ljs then we go sit down n chat.. then play with yanda slipper.. laugh here n there..

then go home..

i miss my panda so much.. waiting for friday to come..

friends..
just what we need in life..
love..
just what we miss in life..
money..
just what we want in life..

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever
I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

all these phrases is how i feel for u.. my dearest panda.. i love u so much cus u let me know, wat's happiness.. i love you..

happy FRiday..

FRIDAY

it suppose to mean pool and dota and starbucks.. and wat the hell.. now they crazy bout pub.. LOL.. so we went, the flare bar at meridien.. btw, its only fucking 7pm.. since when ppl go there so early?.. LOL.. nvm, so we drink, talk, play some poker.. i was totally bored out, as there's nth to do pretty much over there.. then talk bout those bartenders.. 1 of them came n join our table.. kinda like socializing with customers.. so she came n go, came n go.. then those idiots kept ask her come over.. especially tommy, i dunno wat the hell he was doing all day long.. LOL..

ok, so we play the number game again.. i do 10+15+20+25 = 70 pushups.. omg.. so crazy.. and wee do same as me.. dave n weikun n tommy sux.. all nv did standard pushups.. yanda even worst.. it was last round, so we bet 50 pushups.. and he damn sway, he lost and cant do 50.. so he take off his pants for 5 secs.. LOL.. bloody hell, he like stripper always.. n then so the bartenders came over.. then weikun ask her if its alrite to kiss him, it was a dare by tw.. ok, so she kiss, then dave also want.. then tw also want.. then tommy also want.. bloody hell, like a bunch of se langs.. omfg, i cant believe it.. n they like addicted to the kissing stuff, kept wanting it.. n worst, dave say kiss lips by lips..

ok, so i say lets go play dota, then bloody hell.. those crazy idiots, play so long.. very bored.. then we sit outside waiting, saw 1 of my sec skool fren, he also rebond his hair.. ok, but he dun hav the gay look, only tommy.. so fucking fucking gay.. so yanda say he was hungry, n he bought korean food up.. and he eat on the floor.. wat the hell, i dunno y he wanna eat on the floor.. LOL.. so we sick of waiting we go home..

actually, i wanna date panda.. but she, lOL... cant get my hints.. hahahahaha..

emotion..
there's no satisfaction
it turns to seperation
and leads to desperation
searching for some sensation..

hahA.hahaA.

yes, at last.. i hav succeed to customise my wonderful blog.. hahahhaa, so nice.. i love it damn much.. although my blog is abit explict in contents, well, alot actually, but aiya, is my way of talking.. but i will always be gentle with my panda.. LOL.. so happy to hav my blog done the way i like it.. is it very nice? hahahahaha..

hmm, update awhile.. im currently married to a sweet panda.. she's the girl tt i met in giant.. hahahaha, cant believe that she's my gf.. and so funny that me and wee all find gf in giant.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA.. my panda is so sweet.. so love her.. love to see her smiles, see her does everything especially she fold her hand.. hahahahahaha, so funny lor panda.. LOL.. i does anything to see her smile and happy.. even the most stupidest thing i will do it.. cus i love my panda so much.. more than food.. no food, i can die.. but no panda, i sure die lor.. LOL..

maybe i should date her out.. is quite sometimes since our last outing.. LOL, but friday is happy brothers day.. mus plan again.. so tired.. but its all worth it for my panda.. i wish we can put our portrait over here.. hmm, maybe.. i'll make her take pics with me.. hahahahahaa..

dota dota..
tt's all folks..
my love for u has will nv hav fullstop
love u to the fullest