"I MAY NOT NEED TO WAIT FOR YOU TO FINISH NS."
Thanks. I shall remember it.
I Shouldn't Think Highly Of Myself.
WAKE UP.
Hi Blog.
Today went out with Meiwern. Thought we will actually enjoy myself but ended up bad again. I felt that we always has ups and downs within a week. Last 2 days we did enjoy ourself, but today we ended up quarrel again.
I kinda wonder, is it because we can't meet up often cause we will ended up quarrel for the week. She always say I need to change or I never change. Well, seriously, I really change alot. I'm not used to be like this in the past. And for awhile, I finally realise what was the thing i should change. I should just change myself to accept what she was. Since she always says that she doesn't want to change, then that's the only option I will have to take.
But isn't accept her means i have to bear her everything? Then i'll be like a balloon keep taking in the unwanted things that she will give me and ended up what we are now. I don't know. I took alot of craps that she gave me already and there are really times that I feel like punching on the walls just to vent my anger. I control, I really did control. She says my temper is bad when i did this, but have she wonder how come I will ended up in this way? Let's just forget about that.
I just hope everything will just go smoothly for me. I love her so much. Really.
So Eugene, Just Accept Her.
Yes.
I will.
I Need A Hug.
