Will I be successful?
Will I able to get rich?
Right now, I have no confident. It seems like I'm on my own. Nobody to turn to.
My parents just won't give me the money to study.
My grandma, I really can't bear to take anymore money from her. Firstly, I am not sure that if in future, I can ever provide her what she needs. Secondly, with her condition right now, she needs the money more than me and i shall not go further.
Myself? I'm sad to say I'm living with no savings. I'm always work as a temp and income is always lower than my spending. Well, I am not that great to get any Birseries or any government subsidies. I thought of bank loan but, there will be too big for an mouthful as there are so much commitments I have.
Who to help me? Who? Everyday I pray, pray for some miracles to happen. Sad to say I even thought of winning the lottery.
Sad Sad life.
I will CRY ALONE.
YOU WONT know.
Its good that way.
IM DEAD SAD & HEARTBROKEN.
HELP ME TAKE OUT THE KNIFE AND LET ME BLEED me DEATH.
ONLY death will take away the pain and make it numb.
